Suffocation

Beat by beat,
My heart starts to weep,
If I don't let it out,
This love is gonna suffocate me..
Whose fault is it?
Why is it so painful ?

Don't tell me,
That you don't need my reasons,
I have been searching for words,
And when I found them,
Allow me.. Allow me to speak..

Ooooh this world is so dark without you,
The eerie serene darkness is so blinding,
Ooooh this world is so silent without you,
The screeching sound of silence is so deafening..
Is this the fate of everyone,
That even your shadow ditches you,
When everything around you is so dark..

Don't tell me,
That you don't need my reasons,
I have been really short of words,
And when I want to speak,
Allow me.. Please allow me..

In My Darkest Hour

There's so much in me,
That even time cannot heal,
You still capture me in my realms,
In the worst comprehension of my grubby dreams,
So tell me,
Did you think about us,
When you signed the silent accord?

You took away all that I had,
And left me here... waiting,
Dark clouds surrounding me,
My worst fears have come alive,
I always relied on you to ward off the ghosts,
Now why do you want me to fight them alone?
(curdled with fright)

I look in the mirror,
And see you there,
But there's a world between you and me,
coz you are so far away.. I can't reach you,
So tell me,
Why were you in such a hurry,
To exchange blankets for shrouds?

Teary Eyed Queen

She was born to rule the world,
The world she wished was so far,
Away from the human scope..

Treachery, treason and all that she has gone through,
(All in the name of love)
The teary eyed queen wanders alone...

Hatred in her heart,
The weight of the world on her shoulder,
She got herself lost,
Somewhere in the woods....

She knew a place as a child,
But it has turned cold and frozen,
So wicked for the humans to live,
Yeah, she longs for that place now,
She longs for love in that wicked world..

Treachery, treason and all that she has gone through,
(All in the name of love)
The teary eyed queen wanders alone...

She's got all but not what she wants,
In this lonely world she is searching for,
What she has lost somewhere in the distant far,
She carries a world behind those blue eyes,
And looks at this wicked one with a flooding hope..

The teary eyed queen,
Wanders alone,
The teary eyed queen,
Moves on n on...

Gloomy Day Blues

My heart is so full,
Feels like I'm gonna break down,
The bomb lives on ticking inside,
The explosion time is not known,
But the day shall come,
And it is not so far away..

My soul is so blue,
Feels like I'm glued to the thorny wall,
Is your hate so true?
I feel like running to the noman's land,
Oh this shine of the sun,
Makes my vision go blind..


Please take me off the spotlight,
Lighting the seat of shame,
If you knew I'm gonna lose this game,
Why did you even make me play?

This night I destroyed all the hopes,
But I want to shout it out,
So that you'll atleast know,
That he's got everything that I have to live without..
Sometimes my life makes me wonder,
Whether it will ever move on..

Is this all happening for real,
Or will you be by my side,
When I wake up the next day?

The Stranger Within

Within my gate,
True or Kind, I care not,
I can feel her mind, but she does talk not,
No interpreters needed,
When I bought and sold my heart,
But now I do wish,
She was just a stranger within,
Me!

Dived into the ocean of illusion,
Wanting to see so deep within me,
Hoping to hear you,
For one last time,
But little did I know,
You were never mine..


The lost in my eyes,
The sadness in my soul,
The sound of my silence,
The scream of my wildness...
Is it her or is it the me,
A stranger within?
Me!